mumdad'll be proud of me for finally utilising my balcony area. had some real good me-alone time at my balcony this evening _other than tt time when aliah and rash dropped by or tt time when i looked out for stars or tt time i read book or tt time.. hahahx_ o.yes. cos it was there where netty played in the rain!!! just smthg i'd really been meaning to do. hah. so there i was. blasted the music on the radio. parked my butt on my bench. and sooner or later i was drenched. from top to toe. fogged up my specs. and really just enjoying the rain. felt in seep into my pores. and really. guess simple things in life really do make netty happy =]

and more importantly, i kept recalling what a friend once shared with me. rain's rahmat // a blessing from God. thus when rain fell upon him, he always prays that God'll purge his sins. and i found myself praying God will do just that for me. amin.

other than that, it has been a rather interesting day for me. after accompanying nenek to the doctor's for her medical supplies in the oh-so-early morning, i didnt get a wink of sleep thereafter le!! babysat (is there such a word?) a rather superdeeduper hyperactive baby by the name of alya humairah who also happens to be my recently-turned-one cousin. and this budak just cant seem to settle down!~! seriously man. i mean it was experience la. the only way to shut her seems to be: taking her by her ankles and overturning her. literally making her upside down! im forreal man. she enjoys it. and boy is she a bundle of joy _and the diva aint being sarcastic//cut me some slack will you!_ hee. must be good to be baby.

but for the record, i simply have to say this. things happen for reasons. ok, i knw my post today's like pretty mashed up. no link and no flow from para to para. and blabla. but yeah. things happen for reasons netty. lillahitallah.

signing off...

lyrics of my day: As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
[robbie williams//better man]