and i cry if i want to.

for each good thing that happen to me today, a bad thing happen to be. IN MY FACE.

heard from him today. heard his voice. finally. happy=elated=delirious. just glad. :)

got a smooth sailing interview for that job offer.

then found out my dream to hold a reception at the opera estate football field's (white marquee and all...) is gonna be shattered by some STUPID arse boozo whose son's getting marrid there in june. if onlie i can BURN or BLOW up ta field, i would. i would. haix. there goes my dream. . .

then pple still assume that just cos im farking not working that im farking free. screw their asses man. im just so pissed. i knw i shldnt give a shit abt them but i just cant hlp it. im emo when i wana be alryt. and i wana make it known, i am not free 24/7.

so you see. for each good thing that happens. pissed and happy at the same time. haix.

song of my day: dont know why//norah jones