this weekend has been a helluva weekend.
came back to ny to attend a 2days training workshop for facilitators.

among the many things i've learnt during my self-discovering experience, i wld say tt the most that has truly made an impact on me is that i tend to plunge right into a situation and then i expect things to happen. and judging on my past, things rarely happen. for example, i was all set to do the trust/confidence fall, all blindfolded, screamed: i am netty, i am a self leader, i am confident and im ready to fall. all ready and trusted strangers who'll catch my fall.

yet when told to just fall and be stiff as a log, i held back for a moment, hesitated. i didnt trust myself in that split second to take that final plunge. in the i did it. surely i did. you know, i havent truly trusted myself, acknowledge my abilities and i think, no i know, it's time for me to let go of all apprehension and make things happen. surely with God by my side, insyaallah miracles happen. amin.

and surely i did things i'd nvr thought i'd do.
like going up to a person whom i nvr wld've based on a first impression.
or go up to another telling that his tee really rox...!
basically, i know that i shldnt judge books by their covers, but think abt it, it's a tendency for many, so im inculcating myself to stop that judgmental side of me. and im still learning to be a better person. yay~!
and hey i made new many a new friend and definitely tighten bonds with my friends who were also there.

experiential learning. phew, cant seem to summarise it (whatever that i experience during the training) in this space cos you have to experience it so as to learn it and appreciate life. (among other things)

if you judge people, you dont have time to love them ~ mother teresa