oh k. another thing that's actually dizzying me (read post below)

got shortlisted for that telemarketing job i was saying about. (read prev posts) yay.
but the girl who went searching for a job -then asking me if i was interested to go for it with her- was not.
and now i feel like shite.
i mean, i gave my word that i would attend the job training should i be shortlisted and said i dint mind if only one of us wld get thru (thinking it wld hv been her getting, not me da whole time~!) and here i am in a shambles.
i knw there are many ways to see it. and i know of them. but i cant hlp but feel this way.

so you see, one is able to be happy yet sad at the same time. i aint schizopherenic.

to the girl, i knw u knw who u r and i sooo sound lesbian ryt now, i am sorry.

phew finally outta my head.
world doesnt brighten up immediately but a load off my shoulders is welcoming.

im gona get my slp. day 2 of 4 babysitting starting out real soon...