haha.. thought i'd name this edition of my blog as the abba song
**surely you guys have seen the bjorn band's tv advert**
for the uninformed, bjorn is this i guess music group tt's famed for being the best impersonators of abba and bee gees?? i dunno
tt's the feel i get when i saw the adverts on tv.

^^why am i uttering all these nonsense^^

back to reality. MY reality.

grrrrrr i am so pissed at the fact that i am still not able to grab a look at my timetable.
hello?
school's lyk soooo starting on 25th july..
and if memory serves me ryt, it's the freaking 22ND TODAY!!!!
haix..
i'll go check it later. Again.

i have been blessed with the ability to see the power of knowledge,
and even more blessed to see the miracle magic of transferring knowledge and ideas from one individual to another.
haha.
i soo sound suicidal or philosophical uh.
copyrights reserved !

the thing is, there are jst sooo many things to learn. to teach. and be taught.
ironically as it is, as much as i am seemingly enjoying tutoring my suddenly-turned-famous cousin (no pts for guessing who. uninformed, read tag on the left)
i am actually facing this crippling fear of your know, school starting and all.
the insecurity that i feel in my deepest veins... only God knows.
and only He can help.

i truly can go insane in a matter of minutes. or seconds.
lyk one second, im fearing the entire new thing in my life (sch starting) and another minute my inner voice console me.
Lord tests you to your ability/limit.
never beyond your scope.
('',)

been tryna accompany my sister when she's revising her studies.
and i have to say.
i miss secondary school.
before you shrug and shake your pretty heads, ADMIT IT.
those days when you learn so many things within and beyond the textbook.
at this juncture, i would like to announce that my upper secondary physics (yuck yuck YUCK) textbook was NEVER TOUCHED MORE THAN THREE TIMES
wonder why...

like you know, the feeling where everything seems and feels safe and secure.
you know, like you've got your friends and your friends got your back.
and days of taking dnt (can see cuties) or home ec (confession: i nvr sew ANY of my assignments; my aunt helped me.. hardihar.. see, now i hv gotta learn how to sew using a machine! slaps forehead)
you learn stuff.
you get crushes on every other guy and they seemingly become 'yours' without them knowing it.
you have THE time of your life at pe. (haha, maybe for me: hey i was a fatso // stil am, but during sec 3c,4c phy e, i tell you TIME of the life. sec 1 sec 2 phy ed were embarrassments man)

oh well... memories will be that. memories.
more to be created.

i make good tag lines. ^wink^ hee hee

outta here.