apprehensiveness is what fills me these days.

school's starting very soon for me, in fact earlier than all my other girlfriends : their's roughly start in august, mine's in 2 weeks' time.

july 18.

and another impending event is definitely my dip class starting this **yeap, THIS VERY** saturday afternoon.

diva's all muddled up; she cant WAIT to start school all over again, yet she wishes she doesnt have to.

she still gotta get her school bag, stationery, pencil case, shoes.. and yeap... laptop.. and yeap.. a student to tutor... the list goes on.

apprehensiveness.

finally heard from you again.
but somehow now that you are here, i wished you arent.
you are near yet seem so far.

diva's all muddled up.