'im glad u're in singapore'

rashidah texted this to me.
though it baffled me at first,
i soon got what she meant.

that woman has been crying her eyeballs off their sockets
(ok DRAMA effect.. haha.. sorry doll)
after reading a blog about long-distance friendships.
and the (i suppose) inconvenience that entails.

On hindsight,
maybe there are blessings
me not going to australia (yet)
i know, im still banging on empty hope
but mum got me a new phone today
so maybe
just maybe
cause He still wants to show me
things that i still dont know yet

i aint making sense.
-shrugs-

i read this off somewhere
i cant rememeber where
but it went like
When God doesnt give you
What you want
When you want it
He's preparing you to get something else better