she grabbed me by the wrist

'netty are you aneroxic'

no, mummy, netty's fine

sometimes my chest area hurts
and i have a nauseating feeling
and i dont know why
and i dont talk about it
just a passing thing
no need to make a biggie out of it.
right?

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so many things happenED
so many things happenING
so many things will happen

im just tired

i like long walks
i had a long walk from the bus stop to home
just thinking

about him
about me
about us
about them
about her

about about about

at other times my mind just feels empty

she's in pain and all i can do is lend a listening ear
jazz, i hope that is good enough

all i know now is that i dont know

haha

for the random observer who still adamantly wishes to tag
(yes, you siew fong)
give it a rest.
i have, for a long long time.