the metal clasp thingy came off

it was partly my fault
but i didnt mean it

disorganization up another level

panic
worry
rush of blood to the head
hyperventilates

tried
believe me i tried

cant blardy fix it back la sia
no idea how to

fixing my red adidas meant heaps to me
fixing my red adidas that gee gave me meant heaps to me
beyond all that you can ever imagine

get help
daddy

fixed

i know i havent been the easiest these days gee
i am sorry for all the distress i put you through
i get on your nerves sometimes (ok, most of the time)
and i dont know why you take me as i am
but i am thankful

it coming off like that
scared me
surely it was more than the metal clasp coming off
i know

why do i feel like im one confused nut