"and so it is
just like you said it would be
life goes easy on me
most..
of the times"

melancholy

i just wanna curl up on my bed
but i know i wont sleep

random thoughts now

i still cant believe that she's gone

both of them

one, the one angel who helped me
when i was in sheer darkness

i had thought of all those
things that i thought of when things werent going my way post-a's

and she came along
consoled advised guided me

she was always there
want her or not

ironic as i'd feared her
yes, feared her

simply a childhood thing
which failed to ebb with time

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rest in peace
my angel

feeling their grief just made me feel that ...

*indescribable*

put simply,
her passing made me treasure my sister ahallot more

now that my little woman's starting school
there

but somehow
this time it aint as painful to say goodbye

and i've started missing you
since the night we spent suppering mac's in my room

forreal smiles amidst the foggy eyes

take care
dearest yana

and so the plane touched down
and then took off six days later

one fine lady short

she's in Good Hands,
insyaAllah