on the not so sunny side of the street

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

diva went to the beach !

weather was just fine fine fine :)

kolot's bubbled our fabfour outing ! *heh*
but somehow me nis sue made it le

mac's bfast at the beach while nis went for a run
man that girl can run, yepyep

then a long long long overdue dip in the sea
my first ever ... ever since ever !

manymany rounds of snap and uno (im beginning to think its a necessity eh sue)
manymany hours in the pleasurable saltiness !!!

and since i still have not figured out how to make a collage of pix.
just shut up and look at the them eh *winks*

the two i cant do today's ecp trip without::funness::

a quick snap while playing uno::tactical moves in uno!?::

have a safe trip back ayt, babe::stay healthy always::

oh-so-squeaky clean::you wun believe the spectacle we saw during our shower::

cabbed over to her place.solat.spaghetti.now-useless kebaya photo shots i took. heh.
thankful for all the things shared and realised, sue
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evening, i had that sick sick feeling she'd forgotten
dont i just hate it when my gut feeling's true

no one was home

an immediate call to her hp: you're not home are you ?

well, in all honesty, it wasnt much abt the fact that she'd forgotten;albeit, AGAIN

but it was the whole denying and then 'just forget abt it' that fugs the hell outta me

the psy inner side of me went berserkly worried
if i'd let it go, she'd grow up thinking it's blardy hell alright to just not pay attn to apptmts and tt's it's bludy ok to ditch pple arnd

which is not

and so i went :
i cant simply forget about it.i made a trip down, you know. not the first time. i am upset to see no one's home. and you're apology's accepted. so see you tmr k.

fed up and as usual
anger transformed into sheer tears

there i stood at the bus stop
crying

nice makcik to my right started talking abt the festivities going on
seventh month

feeling all settled
i made my way to tutor the one kid tt's really been surprising me with his progress in school

yadi

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it's not tt im hating her
i dont

in fact, though it was the second time she'd forgotten
i seriously dont wanna think abt it anymore

in fact i've made a decision not to allow such things to happen again

im bringing stickers to class
so that she can paste them onto her wall calender

:)

posted at Tuesday, July 25, 2006 by Husniyati