on the not so sunny side of the street

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

i admit

yesterday: dinner
i snapped at rash

and almost broke into tears
leaving that girl in utter shock

pardon me
just do me a favor

dont ever ask me when's nas ....
cos i dont want to hear it
_

lunch hour
numb

freezing cos my stupid desk's rigggghhhhttt under the freaking air-con, can
im in freaking north pole !

sedated cos i took some dhasedyl last night
somehow managed to endure thru antm and half of nip/tuck

there's jst smthg abt that show
the whole 'clean-cut' imaging and all that smooth lines

then yet again, baby called
we talked : him pretty much hyped up. me: pretty and halfawake

the only difference is
THIS TIME i knew and could recall what we talked about

woooooot
_

lazy ass me aint gonna step out
since someone's getting me my much-craved ljs chicken wrap

heh
_

it's sad that we're getting dependent on outsiders to look after what's ours
and then we begin to grow overly critical and cynical towards them

it's sad that she's getting old and frail
and everyone just seems wayyyyyyyy to cooped up with their own lives to even care

it's sad that the more i try
the more far away i seem to be from where i start

it's sad that the more i want
the more i cant get what i want

crab
at least not for now

getmeouttahere

posted at Tuesday, November 14, 2006 by Husniyati