one thing many not know about me
is that EVERYTIME i break down

for whatever reasons
mum.sch.babyboo.bathroom..

i think of my dearest sister
and i will usually, if not always, bawl my eyes even more

cos i'll always be glancing into her empty room
emptiness

birth
& rebirth
you know?

and as much as i hate her for not being around
i am glad cos i know she'll be the sane one telling me stuff

like 'kak, it's normal, what'
like 'aiyaaaa.. come let me pack it'
like 'what are you trying to drive at?'

yeah. i have the most darling-est sister
and although she said 'nas looks sooo scary'

(i have forgiven her, though nas MAYbeee not, yet)
i love her larh !

so...

to get on the plane
lugging so awfully yellow carrier bag

ALL THE WAY TO PADANG
together with that silly bowl of assam pedas

oillllllyyy alll

... was love :)

and the three INSANE days there with her & ciknor
to sleep next to her like we did when we were young

... were love too :)

then to come home
post 2 rainbows, plenty of seagulls and rain pellets on the pane

accompanied by three loveliest gems
sue.lot.rashidah...!

then babyboo's night call

... totally totally TOTALLY made my trip worthwhile

yay !
_

today james didnt clear me for parallel parking !!!
cant blame him, i striked the bludyyy pole at the final count

i tell you.
if it wasnt for that

IF !
_

us 3 reunited after like hariraya !!!
tomyumm-ed ourselves thanks to yours truly

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

step up was great
nacho libre' major stupidly fun

but the company i had it with
... is what aliah calls : refreshing !

how true !

iwannadancewithyou&seeyouinyourstretchypants...can?