been going home late lately

kinda love walking home at wee hours
back from gramma's
dont ask

i woke up today
throbbing head
went on a mad search for the certs
got into this silly tiff with the parents

so ok,
MY fault i smashed the ladder into the wall
MY fault there's a hole (albeit, SMALL) in the wall
again, dont ask

pummeled to the floor
started to cry
cursing out loud
blaming the monday blues

i started to think
.......all over again
scenes play endlessly
and so did the tears

watched some grammy's
ate my breakfast
washed up
sunscreen on

fetched ma petite
who isnt feeling her bestest either
but to see her seated daintily at the doorstep
was major comel larh



thisthingihavewithinme
thatissqueezingmeinsideout
iknowimustaddressit
becauseidontagreethere'sNOsolution