saturday

made her pissed
with her loss in time management

made her cry
with her diminishing centre of gravity

made her realize
that sometimes she just needs to cry it off

made her admit
that she breaks down at every stage

secondary school with physics
junior college, almost every other day

and now ... university
with that loss of ... smthg she isnt really sure

control.
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it caught her offguard
please catch her as she falls
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jazz's birthday buffet was love
huddling up in the purest form of girly talks

in a circle
knees touching, voices in comfortable laughter

equipped with a confession cup in the middle
for every 'confession' made

walked home at midnight
in agreement that she has friends
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sunday
much better, thank You

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though admittedly,
there are a million things
that are running through my mind

a million other emotions
gripping my feeble heart

sometimes i wish
i could freeze feelings

or freeze fears