Today, I

*sat for my Beginner's Stage 1 in Signing Exact English test. It's suddenly making sense to me to actually take up the language. Certainly I've niat-ed for other agendas. But I found myself toying with ideas of totally losing my voice and thus SEE allows for me to continue communicating. Dry throats are never fun. What's killing me is that I may well be as stubborn as Abah when it comes to going to the Doctor. Pro self-medication, baby! Well we'll see how tomorrow laah.

*had never felt so miserable & sorry for being _ _ _ in a long long time. and I intend not to elaborate.

*repent at the many Gifts Allah has bestowed upon me

Today was. Reflective. Indeed.